Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Where it all began...

Well, if you ask my mother, she say it was all the fault of my very first babysitter… but that’s really a whole different story for a completely different place.

So fast way forward, past a crazy childhood that was really no fault but my own.  An extremely eventful 4yrs at college.  A completely derailing of me during my stint in the Army.  A 13yr marriage, with kids that somehow ended with me still being my ex’s relationship counsel.  To a wickedly wild return of my freedom where somehow I stumbled across my boy. 

It was a social site, a witty message and a lot of interesting conversations as we tipped toed around the real truth.  But little bits slipped out.  We began comparing high level notes.  I was a swinger and not interested in monogamy or even marriage.  He was into BDSM and had been from a young age.  My adventurous bone was intrigue, the virtual chemistry flowing… it was time to meet.  The date set, and then delays.  It’s almost hilarious now to think he was late, like several hours late, for our first date.  But he did call each time it slid.

Drinks went well.  Drinks went extremely well.  Just something about him.. his confidence, his boldness.  Though I think now it was his face.  Sexy yes, but it was more the animation that played every emotion across his.  I just had to have him.  Drinks paid and out the door.  An invite back to my place.  A kiss on the back porch that curled my toes and a night that I’ll never forget.  Or so I thought at the moment, little did I know how much more was to come. 

It was the start of something beautifully wicked and a bit like a dream come true, yet like no dream I had ever had before.


Hey there and welcome to my blog.

Who am I?  

Really, who can answer this question fully and how can one begin to touch on it in short paragraphs?  In short, I used to be an extremely open minded and adventurous soul.  I enjoy pushing boundaries in every facet of my life. I find fun and adventure in almost everything that I do. Love the outdoors, travel and sports of every kind, especially the extreme ones. I believe life was meant for living and that every rule was meant to be bent, if not entirely broken.

But over a year ago… I met a man whose presence in my life changed… well… everything.  Well no, not everything.  I’m still everything I was before, but now I’d have to add…

I am a subtle Domme, who prefers to lead from the back.  I am a seductress, a temptress, a confidant and nurturer.  I don't bark orders or demand submission, but rather I will twist your mind, your soul until my world is all that exist for you. I will teach you not only to embrace your fears, but to love them, crave them.  But be forewarned, I am twisted, wicked and evil.  I do not ride shot gun with the devil... he rides shot gun with me. 

This blog is a ride along as I delve into my insanely wicked world, and as I desperately try to balance it with the realities that is life. 

So who are YOU?