I saw this post over on Dumb Domme and I licked my sadistic
lips. My mind leapt to dreamy thoughts
of his head pinned beneath my foot while I ran this toy all over his ass. I could just imagine the way his body would
start writhing in pain. I pictured his
body tensing up as the pins touched his skin because his mind couldn’t help but
dread what was next. The quick intake of
air, as he tries so hard to steel himself from the pain. Even in my mind, I was anticipating that
moment when those steeled nerves finally crack… and I swear I could feel myself
get moist.
As I came back to reality and looked over at my boy, snoring
so peacefully on the couch… and the fantasy came crashing down. My boy would take one look at that thing and
scream “HELL NO! Hard Limit” . See, he isn’t a masochist. There’s no joy for him, when it comes to
pain. Not to say he doesn’t have a
pretty good tolerance for the pain, or isn’t willing to take what I dish
out. It even speaks to his submissive
nature at some base level. But he will
never get excited at the thought of being on the business in of my sadism.
As I wandered up stairs to delve into the fantasy even
deeper, my mind took a quick left into the thoughts of what it might be like to
actually play with a masochist. Would
the experience be all that much different than with my boy? Do they actually get excited and turned on? Is it more mental, or do they actually get an
erection from it? Do they scream and cry
and fuss from the pain, or is it more moans of pleasure, or maybe a mixture of
both? Are they hot and horny and raring
to go when it’s all said and done? Or do
they get soft and small like my boy does?
Another left turn and my mind wonders if I would even like
that. Admittedly, I derive some sick
pleasure from my boy’s strong reactions.
I know if I hit him just so, he’s likely to try and rear up, cussing and
growling in a way that makes me drool. I love the way his body tenses with the
anticipation of the next strike. I get a
little moist from the hurt look in his eyes when I playfully smack him just a
little too hard.
Then somewhere the cheesy porn music starts in the back of
my head and I start imagining a scene with some faceless backside that acts
just like my boy, but stays rock hard through it all.
Then comes the AHA moment… I just want my boy’s cock to stay
hard while I beat on him so I can smack that hard cock too. Because I do know it would be far more enjoyable
(not to mention easier) to smack the crap out of a hard cock then a soft one.
What’s a girl to do?
